8 months old

Got an email today that said "Your 8-month-old is ready for a whole new set of firsts". Ouch.

My baby would have been 8 months old now...picking up Cheerios with little dimpled fingers, crawling on cute little knees, and melting hearts with "ma-ma" and "da-da". Ouch, ouch.

Losing a precious baby through miscarriage does not feel "normal"...it sucks.

I am ultimately so grateful that God has given me the experiences that He has, and is so lovingly molding me into the person He intends...but it stings sometimes. I cherish the two boys I have yet there will always be someone missing.

Since I can't hold him and tell him about You, can You hold him and tell him about me?